What I Think
I saw before that romance was breaking every heart in two.
I never thought I would experience it.
Now,
I finally did.
I really wish I didn't.
You hurt me badly and I wish I was never with you.
Our relationship was a distater.
It seemed like I was being manipulated by you.
I thought we would last by all the "I love you" you spoke to me daily.
But when you said we needed to break up,
I started to believe that you always spoke your fake I love yous without meaning.
Now I see your mouth was never one to trust.
Since that day,
I've tried sewing the crack in my heart.
But every time I see you,
It tears again.
What am I to do?
I'm trying to turn away from what you are.
The heart breaker everyone will hate sooner or later.
I drew the last piece of my now broken heart.
I know for sure you will never have control over me again.
Just as I thought that,
A hand over my eyes was pulling me back from trying to find my one true love
Oh wait,
It was just you.
Why do you keep doing this to me?
You might as well kill me now,
So I can stop suffering.
After you broke my heart,
My mind kept thinking about you.
I thought I would never get over you.
My eyes could never close again
I should cut my wrist and black my eyes so I can sleep again.
When the sharpness of the blade ripped open my flesh,
Tears were finally brought to my sleepless eyes.
You are so cold hearted,
So cruel.
I noticed me starting to fade as I followed you.
Your boyish notions always turned into false emotions.
You cut me so deep, my belief is defiantly gone.
I lived in your shadows for too long, always trying to please you.
You might as well bash my head against a wall now,
So I can know how stupid I was to fall for you.
I kept torturing myself by asking why.
See for yourself.
The scars are there on my arms,
They won't die,
They don't lie.
Your apologies are all left unsaid.
With the help of my spirit,
I found you out.
Now,
You can hate me as I turn away
